For some reason i made a commitment to myself to match michelle's post 1 to 1,as in if she does one,i would do one. Never thought she would do another so fast. Anyway,that aint the point of this post,I just want to de-stress myself after processing a rush of information that I agreed not to reveal so i decide to blog(obviously not about what i just found out of course).

anyway,I told my bestfriends before that should I ever breakdown,I want them to literally knock some sense into me. I feel that the time will come some time soon(hopefully not).When i reachied the 21 mark,i honestly believed that i am able to face whatever comes my way. i've been through some messed up stuff in my life but for something so normal to have this type of effect intrigues me. I admit it feels embarrassing (I may have thought too highly of myself before) but I dont really care about that part. what interest me more is how do I go on from here. I heard before that if its broken dont try to fix it,you'll make it worst but is not doing anything any better? At the moment I dare not do anything as i fear that i'll make it worst. No,theres no need to tell me all those boring lines of "what if it makes it better" kinda thing,i know that but the risk is high. I know should the need arises i would have to do what is required of me but i rather that the time wouldnt come.

I'm rambling about something that i cant reveal so this post will be somewhat boring(nothing new there).I just felt like typing,its like smoking,calms me down.again i'm looking out for the word limit so i cant ramble much(which probably is good). I'll do something better than this one soon.

Faisal

The Key.

You know how your parents would give you a 'key' as you hit 21? well that applies to girls cos I believe guys wouldn't want to wear a pretty 'key' necklace right.

Okay. So this year I've finally gotten my long awaited 'key'. Owh thats something I've been waiting for since I saw my cousin wearing it when I was a kid. It was really a symbol of freedom to me (chinese believes that giving you the key means you can have your freedom now). So yeah since I have curfew back home (don't laugh!), you could tell how much I wanted it.

But little did I know that it comes with more meaning behind it. Adulthood, responsibilities, independence etc. Kinda hit me yesterday as I was lying on my bed feeling ill, and realised that I was all alone in my tiny apartment. I started thinking about those nonsense like nobody would know if I die in my apartment etc. And honestly, I wasn't even that sick that I will die lah. So that gave me a big knock on my head that I'm really not that independent after all, and that sucks after living abroad for almost 3 years.

Responsibilities kicked in straight after, that I have piles of work needs to be done, and I have to start applying for jobs since I'm gonna graduate real soon. And here I am being the world best slacker, keeping everything to the very last minute until I start freaking out like crazy.

As much as I hated to say it, but honestly, its TIME TO GROW UP!

The key will be a constant reminder whenever I look into the mirror. That reality sucks, but life goes on. So live it to the fullest.

Love,

M.

Here we are....again

Its been awhile since i last blogged so i'll probably be a lil bit rusty. Another starting point. If u read michelles post before mine,dont believe what she said bout me,i dont like to make blogs up and leave em to die(i quote fiza,"i outgrew my blog"). A reason why we did this is cos we're both somewhat lazy(of course,i'm the lazier person)so we reckon if we both do one blog(well shes doing two),it'll get updated more frequent.owh,shes trying to impose a word limit cos she read my blog before and she commented that its too long that it bores people to death(its probably true). So i'll keep it short(unless of course someone thinks loooong post is better,drop a comment)but how short i still have no idea(somehow i reckon shes intimidated by my ability to type nonsense ,owh,maybe i should write a book).

As always,the first is always boring but just get ready for some hot celebrity(i'm talking bout michelle of course,not me) news? I'll just blog about some boring "mature" stuff if that makes any sense.

I'll try to blog as frequent as i can...again

Faisal Shukri

Welcome to twice-in-a-blue moon, the first ever joint blog of Faisal S. and Michelle Y. 

Let me introduce you to the co-author, Faisal aka the blog killer. Apparently he has this weird hobby of setting up blogsssss and then let it die one by one slowly. Don't ask me why. He just likes it. Hence the  name 'twice in a blue moon'. As he is fortunate enough to have me around to keep the blog alive.

Anyway, stay tunnd for future updates. And I shall leave the rest to Faisal (he's gonna blog about his infamous mickey mouse bread I tell you!)

Till then!